In my head I am the worst.

Last night I found myself having memories of doing something terrible. It was a really, genuinely crappy thing I did and it made people suffer. It was not a good memory.

This morning I woke up and completely forgot what the actual thing I did was, but still knew it was something really, genuinely crappy and I still feel quite guilty about it, despite not knowing if it really happened or not.

So I would like to apologise, if it was you that this thing happened to. Likewise I would like to apologise to myself if it was all in my head and I'm really a properly nice guy after all.

Fingers crossed.

I'm sorry.